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Who was the first person to discover that the end of the world has come, and now it is impossible to verify, as for Dr. Ruan Li himself, it was probably in the eleventh district in February (when it was first attached to Japan, it has also been called Special economic zones, but for political and public security reasons, the official document has officially banned the regional name such as "Japan", but because of habit, many people still use the term "Japan special zone". The psychiatric hospital is invited to participate in the diagnosis and treatment of a local special case. ≧ The apex novel. During this period, some non-routine events happened naturally, so that Dr. Ruan Li noticed the flower “White Claudia”.

Because of some complicated reasons, the diagnosis and treatment did not have the following in the end, but it was like a switch that gradually exposed Dr. Ruan Li to more non-routine phenomena. Simply put, she encountered more and more strange and complicated cases-although these cases are likely to occur from a psychological perspective, but rarely encountered on weekdays-suddenly In a short time, so many special cases have emerged in his own field of vision, which really made Dr. Ruan Li aware of some kind of inappropriateness.

What's more, the word "white Claudia" will always appear if the patient's condition is followed in depth.

What kind of thing is "White Claudia"? Dr. Ruan Li conducted a detailed investigation of it, however, although its appearance looks like a flowering plant, with a simple shape, like the wildflowers that are common on the forest road. It does not have a real scientific name.

"No, to be honest, it and its possible relatives are completely unrecorded in the Botanical Atlas, as if suddenly they realized its existence." Dr. Ruan Li said to me this way: "If it is said, it is Very rare flower. It ’s an amazing discovery, but when I found it, its number was already very large. One day, I suddenly discovered that it was like wild grass, even somewhere in the city, Inadvertently aware of its existence as if it had been there. It was just ignored by us. "

Speaking of this, she paused and asked me: "Do you think it is really possible? There is really such a kind of plant that can be seen everywhere like wild grass, but its existence has been ignored by everyone in the world?"

Of course not. I answered her this way. She nodded and continued to tell me about "White Claudia" and "End of the World."

The end of the world in 1999. In fact, this year, Dr. Ruan Li was in contact with "White Claudia" in February. And quickly exploring this plant with exquisite charm, realizing that the end of the world has begun, and, in fact, people have been drawn into it and have been deeply hurt. And this time is only the end of February. In other words, it took only half a month to start with the invitation of cross-district diagnosis and treatment, and the related situation was at a terrible speed and number. Dr. Ruan Li's observations poured in, and before that, she didn't even hear any news, nor did she notice a bit of similar situation.

This change may not be so sensitive to ordinary people. However, as a psychology researcher, the rigorous attitude towards details quickly realized from the frequency of this change that there is a global situation. occur. In order to prove this speculation, she successively contacted her network of contacts and flew to various places abroad in person. During a half-month inspection, she confirmed this.

"At that time, I only thought that the distribution of the situation was distinguished according to the density of the crowd." Dr. Ruan Li was immersed in that period of time, and his expression became heavy. "However, we soon discovered that it was not related to the density of the crowd. The relationship is only related to whether or not White Claudia appears in that place ... Realizing this was only accidental at the time, but it is inevitable to think about it later. "

Dr. Ruan Li means that people like them realize that white Claudia is leading to the end of the world, and all related situations are centered on white Claudia, not by accident, but by one This kind of data is inevitable. How exactly this inevitability is proved, she did not elaborate, because it seems to be very complicated. Although logical reasoning can also draw conclusions, it is more convenient to understand it with sensibility. "Just think of it as destiny." She said so casually, although, I know, she is not a believer in destiny.

"Specifically, what kind of situation did Claudia White cause you to realize that the end of the world is coming?" I couldn't help but ask, after this question, there are some questions worth thinking about, such as: Who are the "we" in Dr. Ruan Li's mouth, and what are the special characteristics of these people, making them more sensitive than others in the situation caused by white Claudia, so that when others are not aware , Aware of the advent of the end; secondly, the end of this repeater world occurred in 1999, which is now, this is not consistent with the observation time after I entered this repeater world, let alone, "Gaochuan" in 1999 Years ago, he was already a mental patient. So, what is the connection between the mental patient and the white Claudia? Dr. Ruan Li said that for the first time she knew the term "White Claudia" when she diagnosed and treated a mental patient. Will the time, place and people at that time have something to do with the following series of situations, and even today has not been able to get rid of the influence of the time?

There is a lot of information I want to know, but it is not worth interrupting Dr. Ruan Li ’s account, because, compared to her sorting, these problems will actually disrupt the ins and outs of continuity.

While walking with her and me on the forest path, this winding road leading to the observatory has a dirt road, followed by a stone road, just like the road in ancient times, without repairs, it has been used until now . Under the debris-like sunlight, the emerald green was dotted all the way. The beautiful scenery and excellent style of Liangchen did not make the atmosphere relaxed and cheerful, but made people feel that during the story telling, there was always a shadow covering themselves, and some kind of omen seemed like a cold silk thread. Wrapped around limbs and spine. However, this unclear feeling is already commonplace for me.

Where the white Claudia blooms, everyone's spirit is abnormal. This abnormality is not obvious to ordinary people. If it is purely compared with numbers, it exceeds the normal value. But whether it needs to be true is also a questionable situation. However, when the number is enlarged to the value of "human beings of the world", people have to be concerned, and, excluding some characteristics of clinical phenomena, in some distinctions " Of the "normal" and "abnormal" coefficients, some values ​​rarely have an effect. Suddenly a change in cognition that exceeds that of usual. Once you combine these changes with what you have seen, you will definitely go further. You have a considerable degree of experience with the fact that "what is happening".

Dr. Ruan Li and others continued to pursue changes in these phenomena, values, and feelings. They encountered accidents that had not been seen or heard in the past. In March, some people began to develop symptoms consistent with the "white Claudia" phenomenon. . Then there was a series of accidents that caused many deaths. A series of small things. It finally evolved into a big event with the feeling of "chased by death". Under desperation, everyone gave up to continue tracking, because, if you continue, it will only make people feel that someone died. It is purely because they are pursuing "things that should not be known", as if a **** is punishing such behavior-after all, not every expert is an advocate of materialistic science, and conversely, it is precisely because he has encountered his own Incomprehensible situation. Not only are they aware of their limits in materialistic science, so they choose to enter the idealist philosophy of scientific theory.

"It seems that there is an unfamiliar trailing oneself, and the pursuit along the way will only feel an inescapable, fate-like fear, and then, feel that there is a **** in charge of everything?" I deliberately confirmed this feeling to Doctor Ruan Li: I also wrote about this feeling in my diary. "

"Yes." Dr. Ruan Li said: "You have heard me tell this story more than once, and it is not a strange thing to turn it into a storyline. The problem is that you have forgotten that you are not listening to me now. thing."

I don't think Dr. Ruan Li is writing a story.

In late March, Dr. Ruan Li returned home and conducted a full-scale examination of the "Gao Chuan", the adopted child and patient, to confirm the impact of the white Claudia phenomenon, and the result did not surprise her. It is impossible for "Gaochuan" to become a special case when people throughout the city are infected. Moreover, Dr. Ruan Li ’s previous investigation revealed that the effects of the white Claudia phenomenon are particularly severe in mental patients. This also means that before this period of time, "Gao Chuan" has been a "normal" mental patient, and after the influence of white Claudia became an "abnormal" mental patient, the rate of deterioration of the condition became very Swift. For the sake of getting along and treatment, Dr. Ruan Li decided to treat this "abnormality" relative to the past mental condition as normal, and treat the past "normal" as slight, thus affecting the white Claudia Before and after the "Gaochuan" state, make a smooth observation.

This is certainly not a normal method, and it is forbidden under ordinary circumstances. However, Dr. Ruan Li is not a layman. Since she decided to do so, there must be a reason for her. I understand it so, so there is no surprise and disturbed.

After Dr. Ruan Li ’s team was disbanded, the thrilling pursuit of the journey seemed to have lost its source, and life began to become stable, but through various modern contact methods, Dr. Ruan Li and those people were still determined, a stable life, It does not change the anomalous facts, but ultimately determines this anomaly that is being deepened and cannot be felt normally as "the end of the world."

"That is to say, the so-called" end of the world "is just a term representing this situation, not a purely literal meaning?" I couldn't help saying.

"No, it is indeed the end of the world." Dr. Ruan Li gave a positive answer. But when the term "end of the world" was first established, it gave them a feeling of exaggeration. Although the scope, form, and dangers encountered in the pursuit of the anomaly all make people feel a strong sense of crisis and fear, but the real end of the world is not "a dead mankind." This degree. In the early days, the source of those senses of crisis and fear was only to the extent that "human life is in danger". In fact, humans are so fragile, even if it is a small germ. It can also cause death. Therefore, "human life is in danger" and "end of the world" cannot be compared.

The evidence that truly made the "end of the world" veritable was discovered in a later study. And that is already a situation involving cutting-edge mathematics and physics. Even Dr. Ruan Li himself cannot actually understand it. However, the other party gave a conclusion. And she has to believe this conclusion-the end of the world is indeed coming, and the source seems to be white Claudia, because the mathematical model points to it.

What is white Claudia? At the beginning, everyone thought that this was a hallucinogenic plant, which would lead to the alienation of human beings both physically and mentally. But in the derivation of mathematical formulas and the construction of physical models, the white Claudia showed a non-vegetal aspect.

"In popular science, the white Claudia's attitude when it was observed in the quantum state. It was different from the normal plant." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Under normal observation and quantum observation, the white gram Laudia is like two very different things, but it is indeed one, so some people suspect that it actually has a third state or more observation states, and we should actually be able to observe at least the third state. -That is. The third observation state that smoothly connects the white Claudia's normal observation state and quantum observation state. "

"It sounds complicated, but. Observing the same object from different angles and discovering the difference is not a matter of course?" I asked rhetorically.

"The plant is a plant because it meets the plant standard for normal observation, and the plant standard for other observation angles." Dr. Ruan Li said: "But the white Claudia is different, it is the plant standard for normal observation. But Under other observation angles, it is another completely different form of existence. In mathematics, it can't even be described by a certain value, but a variable that can be proved by the method of reproof and has no regularity. For example It is completely incorrect to describe the white Claudia with one flower or a bunch. "

I understand that it turns out that in this world of repeaters, white Claudia is not a flower or a bunch of flowers. It cannot be characterized by these quantifiers, nor can it be described simply by the form of "flower". White Claudia, is white Claudia, not a flower or a bunch of flowers called "white Claudia", just "white Claudia".

This is in the past, whether it is the end of the illusion or the reality of the hospital.

However, because of Dr. Ruan Li's description of "White Claudia", some elusive and vague thoughts flashed in my mind. And I suddenly felt that this idea must be an important guide for breaking through the current problems. However, before delving into this vague idea, Dr. Ruan Li's story is not over.

The anomaly caused by white Claudia, like its own observation uncertainty, is very different in the eyes of experts in many different fields, and this proves that Dr. Ruan Li feels helpless, because, from his own Aspect, can't really recognize this thing correctly. This situation is a bit similar to "Virus" and "Jiang". In the view of Dr. Ruan Li, white Claudia is the origin of the setting of "Virus" and "Jiang" in my diary.

However, in materiality, the white Claudia is indeed observable and can be touched, it is just like a flower, which is more than a "virus" conceptually defined as "unobservable" Simple, yet has a closer connection with "Jiang"-"Jiang" has a humanoid posture that can be contacted and observed, and is also a beautiful and flowery woman.

"Probably, you subconsciously combined my image, the situation of the white Claudia I described, and the image you expected to create the role of" Jiang ". In my opinion," Jiang " 'It's more complicated than' virus' because its image incorporates too many factors, and 'virus' is just a simple role playing an ultimate enemy. "

If the content of my diary is only regarded as the reality of this world, the story of a mental patient can indeed be treated as such. I ca n’t refute, because I promised Dr. Ruan Li to stand in her perspective and look at it all for the time being, taking this world as a “reality”.

"Among the phenomena I can observe, white Claudia did not have an impact on the world, but on humans, and this impact was limited to the spiritual aspect." Dr. Ruan Li said this At the time, we had arrived at the observatory. A more polished stone staircase was inlaid on the hillside. The outer wall of the observatory is covered with vine plants, just like the ruins hidden deep in the jungle in the adventure story.

"Yes, I can only see mental abnormalities, but other people also see abnormalities in their own fields." Dr. Ruan Li said: "We can't deny that what others see is really there, but they all Believe it. There must be something you see. If you combine these anomalies, its scope has completely covered the existing scientific classification-I think this is the origin of those "mysteries" in your diary. "

White Claudia trapped humans in an unconscious "associated spiritual hallucination". To put it simply, it is to allow human beings to have a spiritual connection, while at the same time spreading illusions on the network.

"People's actions seem to be normal, but the source of the action is different from the normal situation. Moreover. Under certain conditions, the source of hallucinations can of course make people behave abnormally. However, humans themselves It is impossible to feel the abnormality of one's own behavior. Even, one does not feel that one's thoughts are abnormal, because people's thoughts and behaviors are often based on the environment one can feel oneself. " Say to me like this: "Just like you now. Achuan. Although we are in the same world, but your feelings about this world have deviated, so your behavior is very unusual in my opinion, and It is difficult for you to think that you are abnormal. Instead, you think I am abnormal. Plus, you can interact with other people who are equally abnormal in spirit. "She paused and said," Like me In this way, there is no influence from White Claudia. Or it is too shallow, and people who have not been distorted in thoughts and behaviors are already very few. You can see it this way, being white Crow The people that Ya influences are the same kind, and the people who are not affected are the different kinds. Now, you are more of your kind. You can think that today ’s human society is composed of you and your kind. But the problem is that you Believe it or not, it only exists in your spiritual network, not in the physical world. "

Therefore, even me, a Level 4 Mageweave messenger, could not cause any mysterious damage to Dr. Ruan Li. Is that right? I think it's somewhat clear that Dr. Ruan Li's understanding of her own particularity is not that she is abnormal, but that most of the world's humans are already abnormal, so a few normal ranges are considered abnormal. The truth is very clear.

"A while ago, people who were originally affected by the white Claudia phenomenon, but did not show it in their behavior, gradually became manic for some reason." Dr. Ruan Li said: "White Claudia treats humans The impact of is becoming more and more superficial, and to deal with this situation is the real purpose of this seminar. "

"But the experts invited by lightnovelpub.net ~ are really unaffected people?" I asked.

Dr. Ruan Li shook his head and said, "Maybe not all will be unaffected, but as long as it does not reflect the affected state in terms of behavior, we will be invited. We have too few people, and because it is not completely white Claudia is immunized, so the number is still declining. Maybe, one day, I will also be affected by White Claudia and become the same patient as A Chuan. People affected by White Claudia No matter how long you can live, there will be changes in spirit and physiology, but one thing is fatal, it can be directly called the end of the human situation: Although the patient can still perform reproductive behavior, but not Have the ability to reproduce again. "

The statistics so far are that 80% of humans in this world are no longer capable of reproduction.

"Maybe, the reproduction ability has become the messenger in your story?" Dr. Ruan Li said jokingly: "No matter how you look at it, your description of the electronic demon and the messenger has a feeling of nurturing your own child. "(My novel" Restricted Ending Symptoms "will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there is also a 100% lottery gift for everyone! Now open WeChat, click the" + "sign at the top right to add "Friends", search for the public number "qdread" and follow, speed up!) (Unfinished to be continued ...)