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"You don't need to bear it for me!" Ugly Tom's words were extremely blunt, leaving no intention of easing.

Handsome Tom said it all, and said nothing more.

After all, the person in charge of the Super Soldier Research Institute is the two of them, but the division of labor between the two of them is very clear, and the rights are almost equal. No one can order each other.

But handsome Tom must be clear about the relationship, otherwise he really waited until Tyrone had something to blame, but he didn't want to bear the responsibility that he couldn't bear.

Then he said, "I will report this matter!"

"Yes!" Ugly Tom said solemnly. After speaking, his eyes turned to the surveillance camera again.

...

Zhang Feng in the first cell suddenly woke up at this moment.

He understands that this cell is using human fears to torture people's thoughts. What if there is no fear?

It is obviously impossible to have no fear. Anyone has a psychological weakness. This is inevitable.

How about confronting this way, or covering up your fears?

Just face it!

Don't escape! The more you evade, the more fear will be magnified in your heart, and the more magnified, the faster fear will destroy the psychological defense line.

This is a loop, there is no unraveling method.

Therefore, we can only face it. When you have enough courage to face the weaknesses in your heart and face your fears, you will be able to figure out how to deal with it.

Take two deep breaths and slowly adjust your emotions.

Repeatedly, Zhang Feng slowly felt that his mind calmed down a bit, and he no longer thought crazy about things that shouldn't be thought.

In this way, the influence of this room on him becomes less and less.

The sound of Dong Dong Dong's heartbeat is no longer remembered, the air in the room is still terribly silent, but the mind calms down, and the quiet environment is better for thinking.

Sit down cross-legged and start thinking about your life since childhood.

Yes, it is thinking about life. It seems to be Gao Weiguang's philosophical question, but it is actually recalling his own life.

Everyone’s path is long or short, but how many people really look back to examine their lives?

Everyone has their own memories, but whenever they remember, they are subjectively recalling those beautiful, wonderful, and pleasant memories.

It is subjective and selective to shield those painful and unbearable memories.

But now, Zhang Feng discovered how rare such an opportunity is.

No one, no external factors disturb.

From the very beginning, I started to open up my memory a little bit. Too much pain that I didn't want to recall before, maybe seen as a scar before, uncovered the incomparable pain.

But when facing it calmly, Zhang Feng found that he missed too many things.

When I was a child, my mother worked hard to grow up alone, but because my father was missing, she was depressed and unhappy, coupled with the day and night work, made her overwork sick.

Depression, coupled with overwork and illness, completely crushed my mother and slowly moved towards the end of life.

When looking back at her mother now, in her mind, it is because of her father. Overwork and illness are because of myself.

These are the two people she can't let go of.

What kind of man will make a woman remember when her life is about to end?

I haven't seen it in more than ten years, but I have never heard a complaint from her.

After all, a low-hearted man can't make a woman like this!

Thinking of this, Zhang Feng finally let go of his father Zhang Dashan's behavior completely. It's not that he doesn't love, but he has to make a choice after all.

In ancient language, loyalty and filial piety cannot have both ends. No matter which choice you make, is it painful in your heart?

The old man appeared, appeared in his own life.

Burglary, knife in the mouth.

The sharp blade cut out **** holes in the soft mouth time and time again.

The **** smell in the mouth is so disgusting.

If you change to the current self, let yourself choose again, I don't know if you will still listen to the old beggar's words and practice the mouth knife.

Although I don't know how many times I have saved my life with a knife in my mouth, it is totally unbearable for a child to commit offense.

Maybe not.

But how did I persevere in the first place? I stuffed the sharp blades into my mouth, holding the blades, rolling his Adam's apple, swallowing **** saliva into my stomach.

It may be a breath of air! To be a master in life, but also a ghost in death?

At the beginning, I did not have such a shocking spirit, it was because of hatred, because of the extremeness in my personality!

Why can other people have the love of their parents? Why can other patients live in spacious and bright wards with full-time nurses waiting for them, and my mother was kicked out of the hospital because she had no money for hospitalization, so she could only curl up in short supply In a tight room of ten square meters?

Why can other people's children study carefree in the school, and they can only exchange money for school by stealing?

Why do others stand upright in front of you and insult yourself?

Why is all this?

unfair? Is this fate? Zhang Feng doesn't believe in fate, so he has extreme temperament.

There is a saying in the movie Farewell My Concubine that you cannot survive without being mad!

It was used to describe Zhang Feng at that time, but it was appropriate, that is, not going to be mad and not alive.

If you want to change your life, can you rely on blame for others? No, you have to be more ruthless than others, and pay more than others. Only such a real madman can survive!

Going to school with stolen money, but Zhang Feng is still dissatisfied. He wants to change his life by relying on college.

Although universities are now flooded, pheasant universities are everywhere. But I have to admit that for poor children, college is the most direct channel to change their destiny.

This is what Zhang Feng thought.

At the train station, Zhang Feng felt that his life was about to really change when he saw Hu Xinting, who was picking up new students with a bright smile.

But the shackles of fate have not been unraveled, and things that should come will always come, perhaps faster or slower.

There is always no way to refuse these things, you must bear him!

The two words "father" have been applied to him again after more than ten years.

Although I tried my best to resist, I found it in vain. This kind of futility is not something that you can escape if you want to escape, but that although you do not admit it very firmly, it has never disappeared in your heart.

The Snow Wolf Special Team, Uncle Luo appeared, and his life began to go another way.