Dreams and reality have been completely confused, the so-called boundaries have lost their meaning, the life of Lan Li, the life of Chu Jiashu, the vastness of the universe, the narrowness of the hospital bed, the beauty of dreams, the cruelty of reality... everything is gone. Turned into a chaos, now, he has no way to think and distinguish:

To survive, or to die. This is the only struggle in the soul. There is no dream, no freedom, no hope. Then, what is the difference between survival and death?

He was even slurred and drooling, and he was even deprived of the right to shake his head and refuse. He refused, he didn't want to continue living like this.

Therefore, even if he looked at the fragmented Ding Yanan, he knew that he was so cruel, but the words continued to speak eloquently, even without a complete syllable.

"Yes, so I am a selfish bastard, I chose to give up, not you, I gave up you, I also gave up myself, let me go, please let me go, okay? I'm already stuck here Having lived for so long, I don’t want to be trapped here for a lifetime, nor do I want to trap you for a lifetime. It shouldn’t be like this, things shouldn’t be like this.”

As he said, he burst into tears again and looked at his mother earnestly, "Please, let go, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Tears flowed into the mouth along the braces, bitterly sour. , And then he began to cough violently, as if he was about to vomit out of his lungs.

In the dim vision, he stared at the familiar and unfamiliar face, and the pictures of memories that were once thought to be gradually forgotten, awakened one by one in the corner.

I haven’t seen it for a long time, but that face doesn’t seem to have been old, it still looks like in memory, every wrinkle on the forehead appears because of me; the **** fingers stabbed his heart even more. , Truly reminded him that she had paid the price of her life for him.

"Mom." The moment the words were uttered, he burst into tears. It's been a long time since he said, "Get me free, okay?"

At the same time, it also relieves you.

He can embrace freedom, and she can embrace freedom. Death is always painful, but one day will come. Only when he leaves can she start life again.

After putting on the braces, for the first time, his voice was transmitted accurately, but like a dagger, it was thrust into Ding Yanan's chest fiercely. In the dim vision, he only saw Ding Yanan standing in place with a look of sorrow and sad eyes, tears completely breaking the bank, and standing still at a loss.

The two people looked at each other quietly in this way, but refused to give up to each other. The silence spread slowly. After all, Ding Yanan was defeated. She shook her head and shook her head desperately, but she couldn't say a word. Finally, I could only leave the ward quickly and fled.

But he couldn't do anything. He was still stuck on this hospital bed. He could only watch his mother's back disappear completely. His body didn't react at all, just like a marionette, motionless. Then, even his vision became blurred, and all the scenery seemed to disappear into tears.

Life like this is better than death.

"You are a coward."

There was a crisp and soft sound in his ear. Reflexively, he turned his head, and then he saw the figure standing next to the hospital bed, wearing a familiar hospital gown, and his spacious clothing hanging empty. On the thin shoulders, it was like a burlap bag.

This is because her body muscles are shrinking little by little, and the originally thin body gradually only has a skeleton left. The clothes that originally fit are slowly becoming wider, reminding bystanders all the time, She is dying step by step.

Everyone knows this, but everyone avoids talking about it. They are the only ones who always pretend to be relaxed and ridicule, turning those sad things into jokes, even laughing. They, it was him and Heather Cross.

"..." Heather, Heather was standing next to the bed like this, but their roles were changed. The person lying on the bed became him; and the person standing next to the bed, He became Heather. He couldn't help staring his eyes wide, and his brain had completely lost the ability to think.

Between the changing of roles, the boundary between reality and illusion began to blur. He has completely lost his judgment. The chaos is becoming more and more turbulent. Is he Chu Jiashu or Lanli? Is this fantasy or reality? What is a dream, and what is it? More importantly, isn't Heather already dead?

Everything seems to be messed up, completely messed up, has he started to have illusions?

While dumbfounded, he couldn't help but open his mouth slightly, staring at Heather in front of him, making no sound. He tried to reach out his right hand and touched Heather's rosy cheek, only to find that he couldn't move at all, and that frustration instantly turned into anger.

A ray of tears flashed through Heather's eyes, and he slowly sat down on the edge of the bed, "Moreover, you should know clearly that those are excuses. You chose to give up, but you pushed all your faults away. On the surface of others, it seems to be to release your family, but in reality, it's just that you refuse to continue fighting, and you don't want to continue to hold on. You are a coward."

Heather's eyes were so bright and vivid, a little bit of tears shining brightly, as if bearing the sky full of stars, that halo burst with vitality, fresh and agile.

Involuntarily, his eyes were covered with a thin layer of tears, embarrassed and grandiose.

Subconsciously, he wanted to lift up his right hand to wipe away the embarrassment and embarrassment in the corner of his eyes, but immediately found that his body still had no sensation, so he could only close his eyes, let the tears fall, and then tightly and tightly. He closed his eyes tightly and gritted his teeth to prevent his emotions from leaking out.

At this moment, he was so fragile, just like a newborn baby, all defense lines, all masks, and all equipment were completely confiscated, and he showed his most fragile and true side.

There was a faint temperature on his cheek, a small hand gently wiped off the tears on his cheek, and then Heather could hear the voice of a chuckle, "This is the second time I have seen your fragility."

He slowly opened his eyes, revealing a puzzled look.

Heather seemed to understand immediately, and explained, "The first time you wrote the song'The Beast' in the hospital garden. Do you remember?" Heather retracted his fingertips and said with a smile, Your melody and lyrics reveal your fragility, and it wasn't until that moment that you became real."

"Before that, you seemed to be just a perfect prince charming, and every little girl could not help but secretly admire in the depths of her heart, but when she grew up, she forgot in a blink of an eye; but after that day, everything changed. It's different." There was a trace of nostalgia in Heather's eyes, as if he had entered the fragments of memories.

But he couldn't help but was stunned, his eyes slid with a trace of surprise.

Heather pursed the corners of her mouth shyly, and then she laughed generously, "Why, can't a girl be bolder in the face of her crush? What's more, you have already seen my secret, haven't you? It would be ridiculous to continue to cover up now. I am not a white lotus."

"Puff." He didn't hold back, so he chuckled lightly. After a short pause, they saw the narrowing of Heather's eyes, and the two laughed happily at the same time.

Before they knew it, the two gradually calmed down, staring at each other without speaking, just letting the air surging slowly, and then, the sadness and despair, the helplessness and pain, like a rising tide, once again. Fill the silent space completely.

"I know, it's not easy." Heather broke the silence.

"Trust me, I know better than anyone. I know that I have clearly seen my end and destiny. No matter how hard I fight, it will not help. What is it like; I also know that chasing dreams and embracing freedom, Speaking of it is extremely difficult, and it is even more difficult to implement, and it is even harder to see the direction. What is it like."

After a short pause, Heather's voice fell low, "I also know how easy and simple it is to choose to give up, and how difficult and painful it is to choose to persist. Those who have not experienced the difficulties they imagined are more difficult than the real ones. In terms of less than one in 10,000, they will never understand."

"We are all the same~lightnovelpub.net~ Heather said softly, showing a sad and lonely smile, "Now, I finally know. We are all the same. "

The two exchanged their sights, and a trace of Yin Ren flashed through their eyes, and after a slight struggle, they quietly fell into a calm Yin Ren.

It is as if standing above the height of the universe, only a piece of dust can be seen in the line of sight, everything is calm and calm; but in the world of dust under the microscope, the world is cracking and the mountains are whistling, the pain, only Dust can realize it by himself, other people are just bystanders after all, after all, they are just another world.

Through dreams, through reality, and through...life and death. He and she finally met again and saw each other's truest appearance. They are not special dream chasers. They are just ordinary people struggling on the line of life and death, trying to break free from the shackles of fate and have their own lives. In a flash of beauty.

Even if it is fleeting, there is no regrets or regrets.

Heather didn't continue speaking, those principles, once taught to her by him, now she came to wake him up. He and her, like two sides of a mirror, clearly saw their projections.

"Remember, how did everything start?" Heather gave a big smile, "I mean, everything is not just the'Pacific War', nor is it just getting rid of the shackles and pressure of the family. It's here. Everything starts here. Remember, when the seeds first started to sprout, what was that scene?"

"Truman".

He remembers, he remembers all.

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