Without letting the girl into the house, I accompanied her to the stairwell and sat there. I happened to ran into the gatekeeper holding his stomach and came back. Seeing me pulling a strange little girl, I was frightened on the spot, and I quickly apologized: "Sorry, sorry, my... my stomach is not feeling well." As he said, he was about to pull the little girl and take her away.

I said: "It's okay, I will play with her."

He hesitated when he heard that his face was probably not dangerous for a child, and he nodded: "Okay, I'll be guarding by the side."

The two of us were sitting on the stairs. The little girl told me the story of Sleeping Beauty. She said she wanted to be Sleeping Beauty, because Sleeping Beauty is so beautiful and she can sleep in a kingdom and a house full of flowers. She likes flowers. .

I was amused by her madness: "Then you also want a prince to kiss you?"

After hearing this, the little girl suddenly became shy: "Mom said that the prince is very handsome and can ride horses."

I nodded in agreement: "Yes, very handsome, and can ride horses."

She thought for a while, and smiled secretly, covering her mouth: "I like princes."

I touched her head and smiled: "Well, when you grow up, you will marry the prince and become a real little princess."

She looked at me: "Am I not the real little princess now?"

"Of course, she will be a more beautiful princess in the future."

"Will there be crystal shoes?"

Without reminding her that the crystal shoes belonged to Cinderella, I am quite sure: "Of course, you will have so many very beautiful dresses."

The little girl stood up and bounced laps with satisfaction, her face filled with anticipation for the future. I looked at her with a bitter heart. It would be great if the children could live in such an innocent and innocent world.

She probably ran out secretly. She bounced for a while and said to me: "Pretty aunt, I will come to you tomorrow."

"Are you leaving?" I felt a little lost.

"En," she nodded, her expression a little serious: "I'm going back for an injection."

Suddenly I felt distressed, and I touched her head again: "Be brave, the injection doesn't hurt at all."

She smiled, said nothing, waved to me and ran downstairs.

At the corner of the stairs, she stopped and looked up at me. She didn't know how to speak, and after waiting for a long time, she hesitated and said, "Auntie... Actually, the sleeping beauty my mother said... is that you?"

I was taken aback for a moment, and hurriedly smiled and shook my head: "The Sleeping Beauty is sleeping, and it is very beautiful. Auntie is not a princess, so it is not Sleeping Beauty."

She was a little disappointed: "It would be great if... Auntie was."

"why?"

"Because you are beautiful." After speaking, she became embarrassed again, and ran away quickly with an exaggerated noise.

He sat there and stared at the direction she was leaving for a while, finally smiled slightly, got up and went back to the room.

In the afternoon, a nurse came to give me a check-up. In fact, it was said that it was a check-up. It was just a cutscene. I am healthy. Everyone knows that this is just an excuse to keep me in the hospital.

It just so happened that I didn't want to go back to that house at all, and I was willing to accompany everyone to act together.

As usual, I asked what I was eating and how I felt uncomfortable. After listening to the fetal heart rate and taking my temperature, the nurse quickly left.

The room was quiet again.

Now I can no longer calm down to listen to the sound of water pipes in the bathroom and the ticking of the clock.

Sitting on the bed, my brain flashed all kinds of messy pictures like a revolving lantern. The pictures were very messy. The thoughts that had been imprisoned by me for more than a month ran around in my mind like a running wild horse.

The picture finally freezes as Liu Meili's eyes widened and fell under my feet.

For the first time, I didn't avoid the bloody, deformed face in my mind. After quietly echoing for a while, I picked up the thin coat and put it on my body, got up and got out of the room.

There were two fierce team members guarding the elevator door. When I passed by, one of them was lighting the other cigarette. Perhaps the long time guarding the elevator made them feel bored, and their faces were full of fatigue.

My sudden appearance shocked both of them, but after all, the well-trained players quickly adjusted the expressions on their faces. Seeing that they wanted to throw away their cigarettes, I said, "Don't throw away, Chen Ming is not there."

Their faces eased, with the back of their hands behind them, one of them asked, "What are you doing?"

I said: "Go out and go around."

Hearing this, the two of them looked as if they had heard some amazing news, their eyes widened: "What..."

"I want to go around."

"Okay...OK..." One of them quickly pressed the elevator button and said to the other: "Hurry up and notify the commander."

I stopped them: "Just stay with me with the two of you, don't talk to Chen Ming."

"But..." The person who pressed the elevator was a little worried: "The order we received is..."

"Then I won't go out." As I said, I pretended to be cold and prepared to turn back to the ward.

The man hurriedly stopped me: "Don't... we'll be with you without notifying the commander."

Standing in the elevator, the two of them followed me and looked at each other. It seemed that they couldn't figure out why I had to go out suddenly without leaving the ward for so long. I could see that both of them were a little worried.

When I got out of the elevator, I was stunned by the humming of people in the elevator on the first floor.

I haven't seen a stranger for more than a month, and it will feel like a world away when I look at the different faces in front of me.

The two of them stepped forward to block the person who was about to enter the elevator, and the blocked people craned their necks and looked at me. Their expressions were probably guessing what I was coming from.

With these two King Kong escorts, I quickly walked out of the hospital lobby.

The sun outside is very strong. I wear a coat and leave an air-conditioned room. It feels a bit hot. I took off my coat and held it in my hand. Before going down the stairs to drive on the square, I heard a loud voice calling me from a distance. Turning his head, I saw Dabai carrying two insulation boxes in his hands, rushing towards me quickly.

When she ran to me, she didn't stop and almost ran into the car next to me. She grabbed her and said, "Be careful."

Dabai, who was still breathing heavily, felt as if he realized something after two seconds. He stared at me with wide eyes, swept me up and down in an incredible circle, and then reached out and touched my forehead: "He Mo... .You were talking just now?"

Ignoring her, one of the two guardian King Kong opened the door of the car not far from us and stood by the car waiting for us to pass.

Da Bai glanced at him and asked me: "You want to go out?"

"Yep."

This sound shocked her again, and then a look of ecstasy flashed on her face: "He Mo! Hahaha, He Mo!!! You are not dumb!!!"

I froze for a while: "No dumb, don't worry."

Dabai hugged me, and couldn't stop jumping in place several times: "Great! Great!! He Mo is back, He Mo is back!!" After she finished she pushed me away again. "You know what Mo, I really feel like you are possessed by ghosts these days, and I'm afraid of getting along with you. People who talked so much before suddenly didn't speak, this is not normal at all! Well now, you are normal! You are talking again!!!

Da Bai is not a hypocritical person. He even sucked his nose while speaking, and his eyes were a little red: "He Mo...Don't blame yourself, no one is blaming you. You look at yourself and force yourself. What's it like?"

I also hugged her gently: "Dabai, don't worry, I'm fine."

She sniffed again, raised her head for a long time, and finally wiped her face away from me before turning her eyes blush and holding back an ugly deathly smile at me: "Why are you going out? Where are you going?"

I tried to control the face that was about to sink, and said to Dabai, "I want to go out and get some air. There is no place I want to go especially."

Dabai said: "I'm with you."

Knowing that if I refused, Dabai wouldn't let me go anyway, so I just agreed to go with her. Anyway, I would like to have someone who can talk about it.

Sitting in the car, Dabai opened the lunch box, raised the ribs soup in it and shook it in front of my nose: "You quickly drink some first. Knowing that you like winter melon, I ran to the kitchen and looked at it by myself."

The car was suddenly filled with a delicious soup. The two King Kong in the front row sniffed, and then they heard the sound of their drooling. Probably they had been acquainted with Da Bai during this time, and they all smiled: " The white girl is really torturing our brothers, we haven't eaten yet."

Dabai smiled and squinted at both of them: "You were hungry if you didn't eat it. Look at your gluttonous guy. It's okay to be hungry for two meals."

"We are serious muscles."

Da Bai handed me the lunch box: "What chicken or duck meat, I look at it, it's not as good as pork."

The two laughed for a long time before not answering. Da Bai gave them another bucket of hen soup. They were embarrassed at first and always peeked at me. Later, I simply bowed my head and drank my soup without looking at them. They just let go of their faces, and the two of them sip and sip each other.

I watched from behind as the co-pilot's King Kong gave the driving King Kong a mouthful of soup, which made me feel funny, and my appetite was immediately appetizing, and I ate a whole box of winter melons clean.

Dabai usually came back after eating in the cafeteria, but when we saw that we drank vigorously, he stretched his head and half-dried the soup in one mouthful...

As the car drove more and more remote, the two people who had finished the soup in front asked me, "Do you have any place you want to go? We have to turn around when we drive."

I looked sideways at the dwindling crowd outside the window: "Go to the cemetery."

Hearing this, the car suddenly became quiet.

After a long time, I asked, "It's good...what do you want to do in that unlucky place?"

I propped up a somewhat sleepy head: "Go and see Grandma."

Hearing that, Da Bai didn't say anything anymore, nodded and said to the two people in front: "There are few people over there, are you two equipped with them?"

Hearing that, both King Kong patted the guns attached to their side waists: "You won't leave your body for 24 hours, don't worry, Sister Bai."

"Bah, who is your sister."

The car drove silently on the road.

I visited my grandma’s cemetery once. At that time, my mind was not particularly clear. I only remember that it was very remote. There was a large walled yard with rows of tombstones. Grandma’s tombstones were not far from the wall on the right. local.

Stopped in front of the cemetery, there was an old couple watching.

When we arrived, the two of them were eating lunch around the small table in front of the cabin. They stared at us for a while when they got off the car, but didn't get up.

We didn't want to disturb them either, after all, most of the people who came here were to worship, and the old couple probably felt numb.

When I walked into the garden, it might be because there were more trees around, and I suddenly felt much colder.

Da Bai followed me silently.

The bitterness began to spread from the chest cavity.

With the memory of the last time, it was not too difficult to find the monument of grandma.

The inscription is very western, [Autumn rain, spring light, summer mist, those who walk in the snow and seek plums are alone in paradise]

I squatted down in front of the tombstone. I didn't pay attention to this when I came last time. I stared at it for a while and asked Dabai, "Who wrote this inscription?"

Dabai said: "The person who engraved the inscription chose it himself. At that time, no one of us took care of this matter."

One of the two King Kong said: "It's kind of literary looking at it."

I took a deep breath, and put my hand on the tombstone gently: "When my grandmother was young, she was a beautiful lady, very educated, and she never did anything indecent until she was old...except for the last one. Once...I felt like crying, but couldn't cry: "The inscription is very good. "

Dabai patted me on the shoulder: "Sorry... Grandma can't bear to look at you in another world."

I moved slowly to the gravestone of grandma, leaned my head gently, and said to Dabai: "Can you leave for a while? I want to stay alone with grandma."

The two King Kong immediately showed embarrassment, but Dabai looked at me distressedly for a while and then nodded: "Be careful with yourself, we are on the road next to you." After speaking, he pulled the two and left.

Hearing their footsteps walking away, my nose suddenly sore... Tears quickly gathered in my eye sockets and pressed my face to the cold tombstone. I choked up and shouted, "Grandma... ."

The surroundings are quiet, no one responds to me, and no one will respond to me again in the future.

Finally, tears flowed down, and the cold touch of stroking the tombstone made me feel like a knife: "Grandma...can you hear the silent talk? Grandma...I miss you so much..."

Closing my eyes, I said, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, grandma, I was still blaming you at the end of that day, you obviously didn’t do anything wrong, but I was still blaming you, until the end... you didn’t give me a chance. apologize."

There was a gentle breeze around, not cold, but gentle.

Tears wet the whole face. I didn't reach out to wipe it. I kept nagging my grandma about small things, just like she always nagging me before.

"You see a handsome old man over there. Don’t pay attention to them. We don’t know what the character of the old man over there is. You must go to your grandfather. Don’t go to dance square dance with others. Grandpa must quit smoking, do you know?" As I said, I cried and laughed at my increasingly outrageous words, rubbing my face on the tombstone: "Grandma, look at me, you start to be sloppy as soon as you speak. ."

I remember that when I was in college, I had a conflict because of a girl in the dormitory. She suffered a loss when she moved her hands. She went home with a face full of injuries. When they saw this, they called the police and went to the school to find the girl. My child’s troubles, but my grandmother was dragged by me. That night my grandmother was lying on my crib, feeling terribly distressed, but she still used her way to educate me.

Grandma’s voice has always been slow and gentle in the previous days. She told me: "Silently, you are no longer a child, you are already old, you have to know whether you are in school or where you are born, To live is to live. However, there is no easy word in life. No matter how much we protect you, life will not be easy for you, and tears can never solve your problems. Weakness and incompetence will only increase The severity of your problem and the deepening of your grievances. Don’t cry because of a little difficulty. It’s useless. If you cry all night, the problem that will make you cry after tomorrow is still there, you simply Did not deal with it."

Grandma’s words, I understood at the time, I only grasped the sentence of weakness and incompetence that would only aggravate my grievances, so in order to prevent the increase in my grievances, I took three girlfriends with me the next day. , Went to fix the girl, so he almost entered the police station.

And now, I finally understood what my grandmother said and what it meant, but it was too late.

It's too late to understand.

Growth is sometimes like this. There are so many truths, you don’t understand when you should understand, and after a long time you understand, but everything has passed, and all that remains is the one you finally understand. That’s all.

They don't worry that I stayed alone for too long, and they couldn't help coming over in ten minutes.

At that time, I had wiped away my tears and was cleaning the weeds beside my grandmother's tombstone.

Da Bai stepped forward and squatted down to help me, and asked softly, "Liu Meili's tomb is on the other side, do you want to go and take a look?"

I was stunned for a moment, and stopped the movement in my hand.

Dabai sighed: "I don't know if I should remind you, but you always do this is not the way, let's take a look...maybe relieved."

Standing up from the ground, I patted the dust on my clothes, scanned the cleaned ground beside my eyes, and said to Dabai; "Let's take a look."

Then, Dabai and the two King Kong bowed deeply to grandma and we turned and left.

Liu Meili's tomb was still some distance away from grandma, separated by a main road, and further back.

When we passed by, we found that her tomb was cleaned up, and there was even a bunch of flowers that hadn't withered. We looked around in a circle: "Someone has been here today?"

The weather is very hot now, the flowers placed here will dry the next day, and there are obviously water drops on the flowers, indicating that someone has been here within at least an hour.

It may be Liu Meili's husband or family.

Standing in front of her tombstone, looking at Liu Meili with a gentle smile in the photo, I suddenly couldn't match her photo with her face that day.

No matter how you look at it, it doesn't feel like a person.

Da Bai grasped my hand tightly and said: "The doctor who examined Liu Meili said that Liu Meili had a serious tendency to violence in the last period of time. Any little thing, even just a small matter of putting a water glass in the wrong place, may cause her. In hysterical anger, the doctor suggested hospitalization at the time, but her family couldn’t bear it...so it finally caused..." The following words were omitted: "So you don’t need to think too much about this. If she doesn't die, then you and Nuonuo can't live either."

"That's not what she wants." I said.

Da Bai took a deep breath: "But this is not what you want. If you don't do that that day, what will happen to the two children in your stomach? What if there is something wrong with you, uncle and aunt, Chen Ming, every day, what shall we do? ?"

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